God Attachment?

Has anyone ever gotten the feeling like you’re Gods are attached to you, as much as you are to them? I say this, because lately I feel like if I don’t pay attention to them or try something else, they always seem to get back in my mind and I always return to them. It feels like I’m destined to honor these 4 deities and no matter how much I try to maybe distance myself from them at time, they won’t let me! Has any of you experienced this and any shape or form?