Finding my path and deities

Hi all, I’m in a bit of a pickle and need some guidance. For several years now I have been struggling to find my path. I’ve been looking into Paganism for several years now but I feel as if I need spiritual direction to find a tradition where I best fit within the Pagan world. I’ve looked into various strands of Wicca but simply don’t feel a connection and feel as if my tradition is more based on an ancient culture but not necessarily reconstructionist. The truth is I am attracted to several different deities from a variety of different pantheons and cultures. Here is a list of the deities I am drawn to and their pantheon:

Anglo-Saxon
Thunor
Tiw
Frige
Ing

Brythonic/Gaulish
Belenus
Taranis
Cernunnos
Sulis
Camulos

Greco-Roman
Apollo
Athena/Minerva
Ares/Mars
Demeter/Ceres

Egyptian
Anpu
Djehuty
Bastet

Hindu
Ganesh
Krishna
Durga

As you can see, it’s quite an extensive list. I simply do not know where to start or how to narrow it down to find ones that are the best fit for me. Whilst I have not really “approached” the gods directly through prayer or ritual as such, I don’t really know how to go about it. I’ve read mythologies on all the different pantheons listed here and have even started doing meditations on finding my deities and pantheon, to no avail. The more I research, the more I end up simply more confused and frustrated than before I started. Does anybody have any ideas on how I can find my path and find the deities that fit with me?

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