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Two doctors and no job
« on: August 19, 2011, 01:13:23 am »
So tomorrow I get to go back to my lady doctor to have tests done to try and figure out why my ovaries have been hurting.  This will include drawing blood to test my hormone levels...and I have a HORRIBLE phobia of medical needles.  And I'm going by myself...I'm absolutely terrified.  T_T  I'm hoping that I don't break down and have a panic attack.

Directly after this, I'm going to a psychiatrist to see what the hell is wrong with my mind.  I'm having ridiculous mood swings (including bouts of extreme depression, extreme anger, and extreme happiness), I'm afraid of almost everything, I'm having more anxiety attacks that are making it difficult to breathe, my ADD is getting worse, my binge eating/not eating at all bouts are getting more and more extreme, my OCD tendencies are getting more intrusive on my day to day life, and my general anxiety is going crazy...Yeah, this needs fixing.  Soon.

AND.  I.  CAN'T.  GET.  A.  JOB.  I've been searching for MONTHS, applying everywhere I possibly can, and not so much as one phone call has come back.  And I've even been going to them to check up on my application.  Always the same answer:  "We'll get to it soon."  GRAAHHHHHHH HULK SMASH!!!!!

Ugh...I'm freaking out.  Tomorrow is going to be so nerve-wracking...T_T

Happy thoughts or anything that you're able to spare would be extremely appreciated...*tucks tail*
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Re: Two doctors and no job
« Reply #1 on: August 19, 2011, 01:16:04 am »
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So tomorrow I get to go back to my lady doctor to have tests done to try and figure out why my ovaries have been hurting.  This will include drawing blood to test my hormone levels...and I have a HORRIBLE phobia of medical needles.  And I'm going by myself...I'm absolutely terrified.  T_T  I'm hoping that I don't break down and have a panic attack.

Directly after this, I'm going to a psychiatrist to see what the hell is wrong with my mind.  I'm having ridiculous mood swings (including bouts of extreme depression, extreme anger, and extreme happiness), I'm afraid of almost everything, I'm having more anxiety attacks that are making it difficult to breathe, my ADD is getting worse, my binge eating/not eating at all bouts are getting more and more extreme, my OCD tendencies are getting more intrusive on my day to day life, and my general anxiety is going crazy...Yeah, this needs fixing.  Soon.

AND.  I.  CAN'T.  GET.  A.  JOB.  I've been searching for MONTHS, applying everywhere I possibly can, and not so much as one phone call has come back.  And I've even been going to them to check up on my application.  Always the same answer:  "We'll get to it soon."  GRAAHHHHHHH HULK SMASH!!!!!

Ugh...I'm freaking out.  Tomorrow is going to be so nerve-wracking...T_T

Happy thoughts or anything that you're able to spare would be extremely appreciated...*tucks tail*

 
I understand where you're coming from with the doctor! four months and no one can seem to put in the effor to figure out why my lady parts are in such pain! No insurance to boot!

Happy thoughts your way! :D:
Good luck with the doctor, and dont give up the hunting!!!
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Re: Two doctors and no job
« Reply #2 on: August 19, 2011, 01:21:44 am »
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I understand where you're coming from with the doctor! four months and no one can seem to put in the effor to figure out why my lady parts are in such pain! No insurance to boot!

Happy thoughts your way! :D:
Good luck with the doctor, and dont give up the hunting!!!

 
Thank you so much.  Glad to know I'm not alone!  That always makes coping just a little easier.
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Re: Two doctors and no job
« Reply #3 on: August 19, 2011, 01:37:00 am »
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Thank you so much.  Glad to know I'm not alone!  That always makes coping just a little easier.

 
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« Reply #4 on: August 19, 2011, 03:52:41 am »
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*very big hug* Will be thinking of you kitty! Sending a prayer that you will find a good job in this world. It's not easy, I know. Been there, still doing it.
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Re: Two doctors and no job
« Reply #5 on: August 19, 2011, 04:31:38 am »
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So tomorrow I get to go back to my lady doctor to have tests done to try and figure out why my ovaries have been hurting.  This will include drawing blood to test my hormone levels...and I have a HORRIBLE phobia of medical needles.  And I'm going by myself...I'm absolutely terrified.  T_T  I'm hoping that I don't break down and have a panic attack.

Directly after this, I'm going to a psychiatrist to see what the hell is wrong with my mind.  I'm having ridiculous mood swings (including bouts of extreme depression, extreme anger, and extreme happiness), I'm afraid of almost everything, I'm having more anxiety attacks that are making it difficult to breathe, my ADD is getting worse, my binge eating/not eating at all bouts are getting more and more extreme, my OCD tendencies are getting more intrusive on my day to day life, and my general anxiety is going crazy...Yeah, this needs fixing.  Soon.

AND.  I.  CAN'T.  GET.  A.  JOB.  I've been searching for MONTHS, applying everywhere I possibly can, and not so much as one phone call has come back.  And I've even been going to them to check up on my application.  Always the same answer:  "We'll get to it soon."  GRAAHHHHHHH HULK SMASH!!!!!

Ugh...I'm freaking out.  Tomorrow is going to be so nerve-wracking...T_T

Happy thoughts or anything that you're able to spare would be extremely appreciated...*tucks tail*

 

I also suffer from depression, and an anxiety/OCD disorder. I've been dealing with it most my life. It's hard, I know :(

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« Reply #6 on: August 19, 2011, 10:22:10 am »
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((((hugs teh KittehVel)))) I'm with you on the needles. I've gotten to the point where I can sit through it without crying, but afterwards I'm a shaking wreck. You can do a couple things to speed up the process, like flexing your fist in the waiting room to plump the veins, and asking if you can try having blood drawn while laying down. That's what always got me- I'd close my eyes but I'd end up fluttering them, seeing, and freaking. Laying on my back, I can look straight up and practice meditation breathing. I got about half-floaty and my arm didn't matter too much anymore. Also, let the people know that you're scared. Tell them that you don't like needles. Most of the ones I met were really kind and supportive when I told them how frightened the needles make me.

I send you good job-finding vibes. Preferably something with decent insurance :)
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« Reply #7 on: August 19, 2011, 03:32:19 pm »
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So tomorrow I get to go back to my lady doctor to have tests done to try and figure out why my ovaries have been hurting.  This will include drawing blood to test my hormone levels...and I have a HORRIBLE phobia of medical needles.  And I'm going by myself...I'm absolutely terrified.  T_T  I'm hoping that I don't break down and have a panic attack.

Directly after this, I'm going to a psychiatrist to see what the hell is wrong with my mind.  I'm having ridiculous mood swings (including bouts of extreme depression, extreme anger, and extreme happiness), I'm afraid of almost everything, I'm having more anxiety attacks that are making it difficult to breathe, my ADD is getting worse, my binge eating/not eating at all bouts are getting more and more extreme, my OCD tendencies are getting more intrusive on my day to day life, and my general anxiety is going crazy...Yeah, this needs fixing.  Soon.

AND.  I.  CAN'T.  GET.  A.  JOB.  I've been searching for MONTHS, applying everywhere I possibly can, and not so much as one phone call has come back.  And I've even been going to them to check up on my application.  Always the same answer:  "We'll get to it soon."  GRAAHHHHHHH HULK SMASH!!!!!

Ugh...I'm freaking out.  Tomorrow is going to be so nerve-wracking...T_T

Happy thoughts or anything that you're able to spare would be extremely appreciated...*tucks tail*

 
So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*
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« Reply #8 on: August 19, 2011, 07:29:23 pm »
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So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*

 
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« Reply #9 on: August 20, 2011, 05:30:17 am »
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So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*

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Two doctors and no job
« Reply #10 on: August 21, 2011, 11:32:38 am »
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So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*

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« Reply #11 on: August 23, 2011, 02:09:59 pm »
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So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*

 
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Thanks all of you.  The Seroquel XR hasn't showed many results yet, but it hasn't built up in my system much, so I guess it'll take a bit to really notice a difference.  I haven't been to the specialist for my PCOS yet.
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« Reply #13 on: August 26, 2011, 12:15:59 am »
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Thanks all of you.  The Seroquel XR hasn't showed many results yet, but it hasn't built up in my system much, so I guess it'll take a bit to really notice a difference.  I haven't been to the specialist for my PCOS yet.

 
Two more doctor appointments tomorrow.  The Seroquel XR is doing more harm than good (not to mention after much research, it seems to be extremely dangerous), so I'll be asking to try a different medication and to figure out what type of Bipolar I am (2 is most likely).  Then I'm going to the specialist to get my PCOS checked out.
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Re: Two doctors and no job
« Reply #14 on: August 26, 2011, 01:51:47 am »
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So I've been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.  I'm going back to the psychiatrist in two weeks to talk about my ADD/Anxiety/OCD stuff, and I'm being sent to a specialist for my PCOS.  Still looking for a job...Thanks everyone for the prayers and happy thoughts.  *nuzzles all*

 
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