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A year ago today...
« on: March 25, 2012, 07:09:48 am »
Mom died a year ago today. And in many ways that's really strange to realize. Sometimes it doesn't seem like it's been that long, and other times it seems like it's been years longer. Honestly, I'm not quite sure where I am in the grieving process with all of it. Obviously it's not like it was right at the beginning, but I don't think I'm done with the process yet, either. Sometimes I'm still very angry with her because her death was mostly the result of her refusing to take care of herself. At other times, tho, I'm not really so mad. Mostly, tho, I keep keep finding myself thinking, "Oh, Mom would have liked..." Except now I can't tell her about it. It's hard having all these things I can't share with her.

To kind of top this all off, exactly 40 days after my Mom died, my Dad died too. They had been married for almost 51 years and they were the kind of couple that just weren't going to make without one another. So the one year anniversary of his death is also coming up. It's all very weird.

I would really appreciate some warm thoughts/prayers/wishes as you are able to spare them. Not only for me but for my parents. See, my brother, because he has money and because my parents left no kind of wills, decided to completely take over *ALL* arrangements for their funerals. And he made both of them extremely Christian, which my parents were *NOT*! If anything my Dad was agnostic, and my Mom had great leanings toward Paganism herself. My brother did the kind of thing my parents wouldn't have approved of at all. So please, I ask for some energy to be sent their way. I'm not sure they got what they needed before.

I love you Mom and Dad! Miss you so much! So many big THANKS to all of you!

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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #1 on: March 25, 2012, 08:17:51 am »
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Mom died a year ago today. And in many ways that's really strange to realize. Sometimes it doesn't seem like it's been that long, and other times it seems like it's been years longer.

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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #2 on: March 25, 2012, 09:23:59 am »
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((((Earth Dragon))))

I just lost my own father.  weird is a good way of putting it.

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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #3 on: March 25, 2012, 09:51:28 am »
Quote from: earth_dragon;47317
Mom died a year ago today. And in many ways that's really strange to realize. Sometimes it doesn't seem like it's been that long, and other times it seems like it's been years longer. Honestly, I'm not quite sure where I am in the grieving process with all of it. Obviously it's not like it was right at the beginning, but I don't think I'm done with the process yet, either. Sometimes I'm still very angry with her because her death was mostly the result of her refusing to take care of herself. At other times, tho, I'm not really so mad. Mostly, tho, I keep keep finding myself thinking, "Oh, Mom would have liked..." Except now I can't tell her about it. It's hard having all these things I can't share with her.

To kind of top this all off, exactly 40 days after my Mom died, my Dad died too. They had been married for almost 51 years and they were the kind of couple that just weren't going to make without one another. So the one year anniversary of his death is also coming up. It's all very weird.

I would really appreciate some warm thoughts/prayers/wishes as you are able to spare them. Not only for me but for my parents. See, my brother, because he has money and because my parents left no kind of wills, decided to completely take over *ALL* arrangements for their funerals. And he made both of them extremely Christian, which my parents were *NOT*! If anything my Dad was agnostic, and my Mom had great leanings toward Paganism herself. My brother did the kind of thing my parents wouldn't have approved of at all. So please, I ask for some energy to be sent their way. I'm not sure they got what they needed before.

I love you Mom and Dad! Miss you so much! So many big THANKS to all of you!

 
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I have never had to deal with loosing someone like that, but my fiance did 4 years ago, and I know it still wears on him to this day.
Drink some tea, and rest up today.
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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #4 on: March 25, 2012, 05:45:44 pm »
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((((Earth Dragon))))

I just lost my own father.  weird is a good way of putting it.

 
I'm terribly sorry to hear of your loss, hon. Light and love to you as well!

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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #5 on: March 25, 2012, 05:46:46 pm »
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Sending some positive energy your way.
I have never had to deal with loosing someone like that, but my fiance did 4 years ago, and I know it still wears on him to this day.
Drink some tea, and rest up today.

 
Tea and rest sound like good advice. I'm sorry it's something your fiance had to go thru.

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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #6 on: March 25, 2012, 06:05:15 pm »
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Mom died a year ago today.


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Re: A year ago today...
« Reply #7 on: March 26, 2012, 03:59:50 am »
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(((earth_dragon)))

 
Thank you, hon!

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