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Author Topic: Someone/thing is here too  (Read 929 times)

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Someone/thing is here too
« on: February 27, 2017, 06:25:03 pm »
Some background info:
I've never moved out of this house, I've lived under this roof my entire life. My bedroom growing up is now the home office because as a child I experienced terrifying reoccurring dreams (the kind that's like a TV show, each night the dream developed further like different episodes). It definitely had a lasting effect on me... I've also always experienced a thick, uncomfortable energy/presence(?) like something is here with me. I don't feel constantly watched per se, but I definitely can tell when I'm not alone in a room. I try to ignore it and go about my tasks but sometimes it's so strong that my anxiety flares and I need to stop and leave or go out for a bit.

SO.... I'm making this post to seek out some advice and see if anyone else has had this experience.

Because lately I've been reconnecting with my spirituality and I'm doing some work with Dionysos, but this does not feel like Dionysos. From experience so far he feels warm and exciting, like a crush! Not overbearing and dreadful... I don't think guides or anything fill you with terror? Unless I'm wrong! Truthfully I'm quite inexperienced.

I was thinking maybe it's my Grandmother that passed? I've seen her show up in some dreams, always glowing and surrounded by light but that was years ago. Like seriously it's been a WHILE. So I've kinda ruled that out...

Then I thought maybe the house just has some heavy energy it's collected over the years. I think a good cleanse and some protection is in order? Doesn't hurt, right?

Also, sidenote.... I foolishly used my ouija board in this house as a teenager with another baby-Pagan friend back when we were both, well, baby-Pagans lol. We made sure to use all the protection we researched and I think it went well. Nothing strange has happened since, but I can't shake the feeling that this did not help the energy of the house. I successfully acted as the medium and it was definitely exhausting, but I also made sure to close to very short session and cleanse everything afterwards including myself.

TL;DR
I feel an overbearing energy/presence(?) and it especially shook me up last night. It feels scary but I'm also inexperienced and jump right to fear when I feel something that isn't there 'cause I'm a ball of anxiety. I'm wondering if I'm dealing with a guide, a spirit, etc...? Let me know your thoughts and experiences! I'm planning on cleansing and protecting the house anyway just for good measure.

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Re: Someone/thing is here too
« Reply #1 on: February 28, 2017, 05:21:19 am »
Quote from: rrram;203287


TL;DR
I feel an overbearing energy/presence(?) and it especially shook me up last night. It feels scary but I'm also inexperienced and jump right to fear when I feel something that isn't there 'cause I'm a ball of anxiety. I'm wondering if I'm dealing with a guide, a spirit, etc...? Let me know your thoughts and experiences! I'm planning on cleansing and protecting the house anyway just for good measure.


Well in my experience things are often terrifying at first but they shouldn't "feel" malevolent. I've certainly been badly startled at times and beaten a hasty retreat before giving myself a stiff talking to and heading back in...

I have a couple of resident "things" in my home. They live here too and we all rub along quietly. They can be annoying at times but I've never felt fearful of them.

I'd try a thorough cleansing job first - physically ( yes housework!) as well as energetically and remember to seal each room completely behind you and bless it. Don't just waft a bit of burning sage around - you need to do it properly.

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Re: Someone/thing is here too
« Reply #2 on: March 06, 2017, 07:33:04 pm »
Quote from: Dynes Hysbys;203298


I'd try a thorough cleansing job first - physically ( yes housework!) as well as energetically and remember to seal each room completely behind you and bless it. Don't just waft a bit of burning sage around - you need to do it properly.

 
Yes! Agreed. Thanks for your response!

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