Can't find this goddess I am searching for could please use some help :]

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She may be your spirit guide.  That means that she would be a spirit, but you would not know her in this lifetime.  Spirit guides present themselves in various ways, but it seems to me that spirit guides will generally take on an apperance that is related to a time when you did know them (like in a past life).  I get the impression that you can't really hear or speak to her at this point, and you can just feel her intentions; so maybe try to feel her name.  If she's a goddess having a name to start with may help, and if that turns up nothing maybe she is your spirit guide.

Hope that helped a little.

 yah,the original description totally sounds to me like a guardian spirit.

[Fionnbharr]

So I have been reading about how people have had pictures of their god/goddess and then suddenly found that who they pictured actually existed. That's when I realized that there has always been a goddess I pictured watching over me but I can't find her so far doing research. I have always pictured here with flowing blonde hair though sometimes brunette. She is usually floating with air flowing around her. She is very protective caring and motherly. And she always has my back. If anyone can figure out who this might be I would truly appreciate this. Thank you!  If you need any more info feel free to ask.  Again THANKS! :]

 
I love a good game of guessing names though you might already have discovered her name by now. The one I thought of reading the OP was Oonagh of the Daoine Sidhe. I believe that her life as one of the Tuatha de Danaan (before she became a fairy/goddess) she was the incarnation of the  Olympian Eirene which could explain the brown hair at times.

I once started someplace where you are with a Goddess whom I called Anna, not knowing anything else. She has been with me since birth protecting and guiding me, so there might not always be a distinction between what some describe as a spirit guide/guardian spirit or a Goddess, why should they not also could be that to some Later on my journey I found that Anna simply was an aspect of Athena and when I was ready it revealed itself for me...