Can't find this goddess I am searching for could please use some help :]

[Carmella325]

So I have been reading about how people have had pictures of their god/goddess and then suddenly found that who they pictured actually existed. That's when I realized that there has always been a goddess I pictured watching over me but I can't find her so far doing research. I have always pictured here with flowing blonde hair though sometimes brunette. She is usually floating with air flowing around her. She is very protective caring and motherly. And she always has my back. If anyone can figure out who this might be I would truly appreciate this. Thank you!  If you need any more info feel free to ask.  Again THANKS! :]

[Sharysa]

I have always pictured here with flowing blonde hair though sometimes brunette. She is usually floating with air flowing around her. She is very protective caring and motherly. And she always has my back. If anyone can figure out who this might be I would truly appreciate this. Thank you!  If you need any more info feel free to ask.  Again THANKS! :]

What do you associate her with? Does she have any sacred animals or plants? When do you usually contact her, or vice versa?

Appearance isn't always enough for the gods--a "protective, motherly blonde" could be at least four or five goddesses I know of off the top of my head.

[Carmella325]

What do you associate her with? Does she have any sacred animals or plants? When do you usually contact her, or vice versa?

Appearance isn't always enough for the gods--a "protective, motherly blonde" could be at least four or five goddesses I know of off the top of my head.

True sorry I am new to this so I wasn't quiet sure what to add.  I associate air with her and she is a spring/summer goddess.  I sometimes have associated the moon with her but I am not sure if is because I love the moon or it has to do with her.  As far as animals or plants go I haven't pictured either. She usually pops up in my mind when I am meditating or going through some form of turmoil and she lets me know that I am loved and safe.  Other times I picture her is when I am very happy.  I don't know if I am reaching to her or if she is reaching to me but she pops up randomly in my head.  

I hope that is a good amount I usually picture her with flowing robes that are slightly see through but you never see anything you just see the outlines of her arms and legs and many times I picture her with her arm stretched towards me palm up as if saying its okay and inviting me to join hands with her and stay safe.

[Nachtigall]

So I have been reading about how people have had pictures of their god/goddess and then suddenly found that who they pictured actually existed. That's when I realized that there has always been a goddess I pictured watching over me but I can't find her so far doing research. I have always pictured here with flowing blonde hair though sometimes brunette. She is usually floating with air flowing around her. She is very protective caring and motherly. And she always has my back. If anyone can figure out who this might be I would truly appreciate this. Thank you!  If you need any more info feel free to ask.  Again THANKS! :]

 
Do you have any specific reason to believe that she is indeed a goddess - not a spirit, for example?

[Carmella325]

Do you have any specific reason to believe that she is indeed a goddess - not a spirit, for example?

Its just a feeling that's all I have to give you though I know of no one in my family that looks like that but I do not know a lot about spirits so I can't say for complete and utter certainty she is not.

[Sharysa]

There are a lot of spring goddesses, but AIR and spring? Throwing me off really bad.

Next time you meditate, maybe you should ask her name.

[Carmella325]

There are a lot of spring goddesses, but AIR and spring? Throwing me off really bad.

Next time you meditate, maybe you should ask her name.

I know that's what is really throwing me off she might not be air for all I know she might also be earth or water though I don't picture her as a fire goddess.  I just say air because recently I have pictured air wooshing around her.

[Nachtigall]

Its just a feeling that's all I have to give you though I know of no one in my family that looks like that but I do not know a lot about spirits so I can't say for complete and utter certainty she is not.

 
I'd suggest just asking her who she is. That is, if you are sure you absolutely need to know her name right now.

[Carmella325]

I'd suggest just asking her who she is. That is, if you are sure you absolutely need to know her name right now.

Nothing is an absolute but I feel like she might help bring me closer to were I wan't to be and as far as asking her her name how would I do that?  I have never really meditated and when I try my overactive mind focuses on everything else.  any suggestions?  and thanks again for your help :]

[Sharysa]

Nothing is an absolute but I feel like she might help bring me closer to were I want to be and as far as asking her her name how would I do that?

We're pretty much telling you to literally ask for her name. Like, "Hello--I'm grateful for your presence in my life, and I just want to know your name so I can thank you properly." Something like that.

[Nachtigall]

Nothing is an absolute but I feel like she might help bring me closer to were I wan't to be and as far as asking her her name how would I do that?  I have never really meditated and when I try my overactive mind focuses on everything else.  any suggestions?  and thanks again for your help :]

 
What Sharysa said. Literally, ask her to reveal her identity to you (during ritual, or without it) - and then listen. The answer may come to you in a dream, or in any signs in waking life (for example, if it is a Goddess, you may encounter her name unexpectedly in a book you a reading, or in a conversation you are having during the day).
Also, methods like meditation or active imagination can help. You would have to research for yourself though, in order to understand, which methods of shifting your consciousness work best for you.

[Carmella325]

What Sharysa said. Literally, ask her to reveal her identity to you (during ritual, or without it) - and then listen. The answer may come to you in a dream, or in any signs in waking life (for example, if it is a Goddess, you may encounter her name unexpectedly in a book you a reading, or in a conversation you are having during the day).
Also, methods like meditation or active imagination can help. You would have to research for yourself though, in order to understand, which methods of shifting your consciousness work best for you.

Wow ....... I never thought you literally asked.  thanks

[veggiewolf]

Wow ....... I never thought you literally asked.  thanks

 
Asking directly never hurts.  Keep in mind, though, sometimes a direct answer isn't given.

[monsnoleedra]

Asking directly never hurts.  Keep in mind, though, sometimes a direct answer isn't given.

Yep.  The one I call the Huntsman has never given me a name.  When I ask he just pretty much implies you see me, know me and have named me so why do I need to give you a name!  When I pursue it he simply remarks that it won't change anything so its not needed.

Perhaps someday I'll know for sure or discover i've known it all along but it required the long convuluted road to understand.

[ScarletBee]

Its just a feeling that's all I have to give you though I know of no one in my family that looks like that but I do not know a lot about spirits so I can't say for complete and utter certainty she is not.

 
She may be your spirit guide.  That means that she would be a spirit, but you would not know her in this lifetime.  Spirit guides present themselves in various ways, but it seems to me that spirit guides will generally take on an apperance that is related to a time when you did know them (like in a past life).  I get the impression that you can't really hear or speak to her at this point, and you can just feel her intentions; so maybe try to feel her name.  If she's a goddess having a name to start with may help, and if that turns up nothing maybe she is your spirit guide.

Hope that helped a little.