How to Explain Beliefs to Family?

I’m sure there’s been many topics about this but I really wanted some advice on how to explain my beliefs to my mother (the only person I live with). I’m very secretive about it, and she has no idea that I’m a hard polytheist. She knows that I’m “spiritual”, because I’ve bought candles and incense and doing meditation/prayers. But I never elaborated on what I believe to her.

She thinks that I’m an agnostic/atheist. Because I tend to criticize Christianity a lot just in conversation, bringing up conversations about critical thinking and being frustrated with the way Christians act and believe. She’s under the impression that I don’t believe in any god, which obviously, isn’t true, I just disagree with the Abrahamic religions. Recently, I told her that I held many beliefs that are animistic in nature and that I “relate” to the old polytheistic beliefs. She gave me a quick queer look but seemed to accept it and agreed with me a bit on animism.

Normally – I’d just keep quiet like I am. I have no desire whatsoever to have to go into depth about it. But, I’ve been really wanting to make a small shrine for my patron deity, so I can have a specific place to pray and there’s a lovely statue I’d like to get. But, how would I tell my mother about the statue? How do I tell her that I believe in the greek gods? It just seems like it would be a very awkward conversation. It’s like someone you thought was an atheist that criticizes religion, saying they wanted to build a shrine to the magical purple unicorn. I hate to compare to that, but nowadays, people see the greek gods as being just myths, so I fear that’s how she’d see it. So, how do I do this? Has anyone else done this in a similar situation?

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