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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #135 on: October 29, 2014, 04:42:27 pm »
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Just don't wear the tracksuits and chains and you'll be fine. XD

And Thrak... emo guys are not demigods. Some people like them. Some people do not.

NONE of which has to do with magic, but I feel like this train jumped tracks a few pages ago...

 
I mean they look like demigods.
They look as sensitive as i feel on the inside.

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #136 on: October 30, 2014, 02:42:02 am »
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I mean they look like demigods.
They look as sensitive as i feel on the inside.

 
Eh. They do jack shit for me, personally.

And that's good? You gotta be happy in the skin you're in, man, and with your interior landscape as well.

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #137 on: October 30, 2014, 11:14:49 am »
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Eh. They do jack shit for me, personally.

And that's good? You gotta be h, man, and with your interior landscape as well.

Thats just it, iam not happy in the skin iam in.

At all.
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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #138 on: November 01, 2014, 07:56:07 am »
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Thats just it, iam not happy in the skin iam in.

At all.

 
At least in fantasy games you can CHOOSE your class....... :D:
Would make more sense!

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #139 on: November 01, 2014, 09:13:08 am »
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At least in fantasy games you can CHOOSE your class....... :D:
Would make more sense!
Nah, man. You choose your character's class. Your character is who they're created to be.
A heretic blast has been blown in the west,
That what is no sense must be nonsense.

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #140 on: November 01, 2014, 01:26:36 pm »
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Nah, man. You choose your character's class. Your character is who they're created to be.

 
I hate my life.... :(

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #141 on: November 01, 2014, 01:35:50 pm »
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I hate my life.... :(

 
I was created for...
Well if seems like i was made to be lost.
I hate that! :mad:

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #142 on: November 01, 2014, 02:14:37 pm »
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I was created for...
Well if seems like i was made to be lost.
I hate that! :mad:

 
Never mind.... :s

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #143 on: November 02, 2014, 08:00:30 am »
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I was created for...
Well if seems like i was made to be lost.
I hate that! :mad:


Well, not necessarily. Whatever you were "created for" might just be something different than what you're pursuing right now. Like people have said multiple times, we're all skilled in different things and some have a natural affinity for certain practices. Others don't, but none of us are left without a gift that makes us special.

Take it easy. Don't define yourself by your shortcomings in one particular field. You've the capacity to rise above them and become great in your own right, and it doesn't have to be through magic. Energywork is so much more than magic, and if you explore different avenues of it I'm sure you'll discover an application that works for you to make you strong and safe in yourself. As long as you believe in yourself and what you can do, no one else can touch you.

So, let the past rest. Focus on the present and move towards the future.

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #144 on: November 02, 2014, 08:51:55 am »
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Well, not necessarily. Whatever you were "created for" might just be something different than what you're pursuing right now. Like people have said multiple times, we're all skilled in different things and some have a natural affinity for certain practices. Others don't, but none of us are left without a gift that makes us special.

Take it easy. Don't define yourself by your shortcomings in one particular field. You've the capacity to rise above them and become great in your own right, and it doesn't have to be through magic. Energywork is so much more than magic, and if you explore different avenues of it I'm sure you'll discover an application that works for you to make you strong and safe in yourself. As long as you believe in yourself and what you can do, no one else can touch you.

So, let the past rest. Focus on the present and move towards the future.

 
That helps a little thanks. :o

Though i still feel weak and insignificant without magic in my life.
When i see those who have a natural affinity for magic i explode on the inside, and an inner rage just takes over, despite my attempts to control it.
I hold it in but after that i start panicking and look for a means to increase my own abilities, usually through dark magic.

I do have a few tricks that allow me to control some energy, but truth be told i always strive for more as a means get more.
And i feel lonely as a lone sorcerer.... (Forgot the correct term :ashamed: )

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #145 on: November 02, 2014, 09:28:06 am »
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That helps a little thanks. :o

Though i still feel weak and insignificant without magic in my life.
When i see those who have a natural affinity for magic i explode on the inside, and an inner rage just takes over, despite my attempts to control it.
I hold it in but after that i start panicking and look for a means to increase my own abilities, usually through dark magic.

I do have a few tricks that allow me to control some energy, but truth be told i always strive for more as a means get more.
And i feel lonely as a lone sorcerer.... (Forgot the correct term :ashamed: )

 
Also, here. I just found this image, and I thought it was relevant to what people have tried to say in the thread:


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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #146 on: November 02, 2014, 10:11:28 am »
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Also, here. I just found this image, and I thought it was relevant to what people have tried to say in the thread:


 
Its really, REALLY nice. :)

But what than? :o

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #147 on: November 02, 2014, 11:53:32 am »
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No but after years of effort i believe i deserve those abileties more than those who did not even have to lift a finger to get them.
Whats makes them so special to earn these "gifts"?
Why are they so much better than me? :mad:

 
These words surprised me. Behind them stands the idea that those with spiritual gifts are superior... which is interesting, because I always saw them as minor. Not meaning I look down on them, but think about it for a moment, what it means to have a certain spiritual "gift", it means you have to be extremely careful whom to trust. You have to hide a great part of yourself from the outer world and if you don't do it perfectly will be belittled and/r considered a freak. This is not like being a math genius, a model, or to have a normal kind of talent people would admire, it means you are partly a shadow, because nobody will understand what is going on with you. There is in fact to me nothing more scary than having a spiritual gift. No matter where you turn, it's going to be a nightmare. When you achieve something you chose it, spiritual gifts are no option, they leave you no other choice and they cannot be ignored. And as if this wouldn't be bad enough where do you learn to cope with such a gift? We know what supreme intelligence can do to the psychological balance of a person and there are institutions helping those who "suffer" under such gift. Who is going to help a spiritual gifted person? Therefore I am very curious why you are wanting to have a spiritual gift? And nobody is better than you, or me or anyone. We are all every single one of us an absolute necessity to this world. Otherwise we wouldn't be here...

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #148 on: November 02, 2014, 11:58:18 am »
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These words surprised me. Behind them stands the idea that those with spiritual gifts are superior... which is interesting, because I always saw them as minor. Not meaning I look down on them, but think about it for a moment, what it means to have a certain spiritual "gift", it means you have to be extremely careful whom to trust. You have to hide a great part of yourself from the outer world and if you don't do it perfectly will be belittled and/r considered a freak. This is not like being a math genius, a model, or to have a normal kind of talent people would admire, it means you are partly a shadow, because nobody will understand what is going on with you. There is in fact to me nothing more scary than having a spiritual gift. No matter where you turn, it's going to be a nightmare. When you achieve something you chose it, spiritual gifts are no option, they leave you no other choice and they cannot be ignored. And as if this wouldn't be bad enough where do you learn to cope with such a gift? We know what supreme intelligence can do to the psychological balance of a person and there are institutions helping those who "suffer" under such gift. Who is going to help a spiritual gifted person? Therefore I am very curious why you are wanting to have a spiritual gift? And nobody is better than you, or me or anyone. We are all every single one of us an absolute necessity to this world. Otherwise we wouldn't be here...

 
Iam Autistic, i allready am different.
So that wont matter.

I want it because i want to control the energy i see and be a sorcerer.

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Re: Magical envy.
« Reply #149 on: November 02, 2014, 12:13:11 pm »
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Iam Autistic, i allready am different.
So that wont matter.

I want it because i want to control the energy i see and be a sorcerer.

 
You do realize you don't get to pick a gift? The gift picks you so to say. You have no say in this, nobody does as far as I know...

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