The Cauldron: A Pagan Forum

She's a very strange woman, has tried to force religion on me since a kid. It was good, but even now as I'm older Blood of Jesus this Blood of Jesus that.

When she has a fear, it manifests. She tells me stories about something that happened when she was a kid to somebody, and it will happen to me. She has this real fearful spirit, and it tries to get on me but I fight it to the death.

When she was in the 4th grade she chipped her tooth while playing on the playground. The same thing happened to me in the 4th grade while playing on the playground.

She's real controlling, her idea of a man is submissive. When I give in to her lectures of what type of women I should have I feel like a real chump. So I reject what she has to say. Man its like she tries to psychologically castrate me. I'm a man 100%. When I'm doing real man shit she backs off cause she knows I'll slap the shit out of her. Not in actual reality, but that's the stance I have to take in order for me to have peace.

 But after that she's the controlling mom.

Its a pull push type of thing. I have to literally punk her to have my peace then she walks around defeated. But when she like drains me psychically I walk around defeated.

I see her talking to herself sometimes. Very strange, her will is trying to enforce herself on me. I feel as if she's trying to possess me sometimes. She tells me stories of her cousin who is a recluse who is 45 who stays with her mother. Its like she wants me to be like that. Like her visions of me manifests But I fight them to the death.

Basically its something about her that's strange. Its a strange psychic phanamanoa about her. I'm not gonna be what she wants me to be. I want to break this connection with her for good.

She says that as long as I treat her like that I'll never have a woman. Well I don't. But years ago when I was free from her I was in the prime of my life. But when in her presence I feel my aura tighten up my solar plexes tightens up I get a real foggy feeling I can feel tenticles and I can sense a real murky feeling around her and I start feeling depressed. It makes me want to throw up sometimes.

I have to get away from her.

I don't hate her I never send her evil, but I got to break away from this strange woman or my life will never be right.

How do I stop her fearful spirit from taking over me and how do I stop letting her fears manifests into my life?

Thank you,